Recovery Manual by Penney Knightly

when I turn to the bottle

I am only drinking

when I cry in my sleep

I am running

when I wail in the night

I am singing

when age caves my eyes in

I am remembering

when hope is done

I am enduring

when badness is there

I am lying

when I turn to rest

I am still here

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